So yesterday I finally fitted my new desktop computer with all my Adobe products and Camera Raw, and as such I can now continue my photographic ventures.

That said, if there's anyone reading this, could you possibly leave a comment with some kind of inspiration of what I should shoot? I know you all love seeing my car and such, but there must be something else.


ALSO THESE ARE FUN TO SHOOT.

...is the first stage of horse poop! :D

Does anybody want their picture taken any time this week? I'm seriously dying to shoot some portraits.

if you wear red tonight,
remember what I said tonight.
For red is the colour that my baby wore,
and what's more, it's true, yes it is.

scarlet were the clothes she wore,
everybody knows, I'm sure
I would remember all the things we've planned
understand it's true, yes it is it's true, yes it is

I could be happy with you by my side
if I could forget her, but it's my pride
yes it is, yes it is, yes it is ooh yeaaah

please don't wear red tonight
this is what I said tonight
for red is the colour that will make me blue
in spite of you, it's true, yes it is, it's true

I could be happy with you by my side
if I could forget her, but it's my pride
yes it is, yes it is, yes it is ooh yeaaah

oh, my, god.

dirty soy chai.

THAT IS ALL.

"Earlier today a man on LSD realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves."
                                              -Bill Hicks

I like portraits. They are fun to set up for and shoot, fun to postprocess, fun to flip through.

FUN TO FUCKIN' STRUGGLE TO GET ANYONE OUT TO HAVE THEIR PICTURE TAKEN. :l

Would anyone like their picture taken? ANYONE?

Who other than myself and ~Arcilyte live in the Orange County area? I want to arrange an art meet/photoshoot-type dealio.

HIT ME UP, PEEPS. Also, my art goes so unnoticed. ;;

In other news: , which I founded originally and which still even uses the photo of my lens cap that I made its icon, just declined for me to enter a photo. :0 oh the irony.

Yesterday I was thankful for the fact that it won't be Thanksgiving again for another three hundred sixty-five days, give or take. Woot.

and cranberries.

I FUCKING LOVE CRANBERRIES.

so my new decision is that I'm far more photogenic than I was two or three years ago, and as such I believe I'm going to start taking more self-portraits. :0 a little feedback possibly? What makes a portrait a good portrait? What keeps your eyes locked on a photo with one focus?

I love lavender incense.

"I'm going through changes and the strangeness ranges from the aid of my friends to my use of language. My life is moving through a groove that soothes me though I'm still so true to the me whom I should be. Winnin' and grinnin' through the thick and thin in this world so grim not even fish can swim. I've got my head on straight but I fear it's too late to participate in the greatness that's in the air lately. But I don't give up, and I will be tough, because some love's enough to keep me keepin' up."
-Me

That was a brief synopsis of how my life has been going lately.

Hello Journal, it's been a bit. So here I am at work, hiding my boner under my desk, pretending to write an invoice. Fun stuff, right? If only my feet didn't stank SO good. I mean, seriously. These fuckin' leg hands smell like weeks of goodness. It just keeps making me cream my pants, making work very awkward.

On a more serious note, I haven't taken a photo in over a month. :l t'fuck, bruh? In other news I could definitely use a boy toy. Most, most definitely.

HOW ARE YOU PEOPLE DOING?

So, new emblem, new fog lamps, fresh paint, fresh shifter, fresh shifter boot, fresh electronic set-up. :V I've had my BMW for but two weeks or so and I've already put about 12 hours into it. I smell potential. That or I sharted a bit.

So recently I've had my tripod and camera in my car at all times. THUS, I have been and will be taking more and more photos and hopefully posting more and more work here, and in addition to that I've been working on writing run-on sentences. I still need a little practice, as you can see.

My friends all drive Porsches, I must make amends. Worked hard all my lifetime, no help from my friends. Oh lord, won't you buy me, a Mercedes Benz~

SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT CREATIVE/ARTISTIC SHIT I SHOULD PUT MY EFFORT INTO. Smoking pot and hookah all day when I'm not at work simply doesn't satisfy.

hai guise mai naym iz garit end aye liiiik 2 b awsum

lol. I still find it hilarious that my senior tick was taken away after a week of having it. Go me! ~~~~~~~~~ãbfc

I'm sitting in my chair at my desk at work. There's currently no work to be done, and so I will write a journal for all of you to read. Before me is a large desktop calendar, two monitors, keyboard, mouse, and a phone. I've got half a cup of coffee, which means I'm missing half a cup, as well. My phone vibrates at average intervals of about a minute and a half, prompting me to neglect my work for short bursts. There's cars in the shop being worked on, but there's simply no foot-traffic this week, which means nothing to do for us here in the management office. In a few hours I'll change my oil; I blew an O-ring yesterday and that could probably use a good looking-at, too.

ALSO, SOMEONE SHOULD DOWNLOAD ONE OF THE PICTURES OF MY PT AND PHOTOSHOP IT INTO AN OUTLINE KIND OF THING. I wish to print several copies of an outline of my car so I can map out the design for my upcoming custom paint job. Here at work there's no Photoshop, no Fireworks, not even MS Paint!

Moving on.. I just had a bite of a pretzel--there's always munchies lying around the office--and my coffee is getting cold. Adding to my frustration is the mechanism that clicks out the tip of my pen. IT IS NOT WORKING. So I'll simply hop up and grab a new pen. I should probably be doing something more productive than writing alllll of this nonsense out in a journal here on dA, but there's not much that I can see needs doing. Maybe I'll grab some files and write up invoices for them. You know, get ahead of the game a bit so I can continue babbling on here about my day. With any luck I'll be allowed (by my own conscious) to keep this window open for the full duration of my shift and write out everything that's going on. My boss/grandpa keeps crackin' everybody up, but that's to be expected. When you're 76 almost everything that comes out of your mouth is generally pretty funny.
Protruding from my computer USB port is my vaporizer pen on its charger. Fridays are pay-day, and that means a niiiice couple of grams of hash on my way home. :9

OH. MY. GOD. That stretch felt so amazing. Cracked my back, both shoulders, and my left elbow. I now notice that my right elbow is comparatively very sore. I absolutely adore typing out my thoughts. It's so relieving. It's like droppin' the Browns off at the superbowl and pulling an R. Kelly on the porcelain goddess at the same time.

So the one part of the English language I've always struggled with was when to start and stop a paragraph.

Paragraphs are weird; the human mind doesn't think in paragraphs. Hell, mine thinks in long, long ridiculous run-on sentences about thousands of different unrelated topics, but that may just be the ADHD. I like squirrels.

I'm going to post this and then I'll continue in a bit; i don't want the window to crash or something and I lose all of this.

what to do, what to do, what to do?

I haven't posted anything worthwhile here in quite a while. anything anyone would like to see in their deviation inbox?

"Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single."
I'll just leave this here.

OH also: I've mentioned before but I work at a paint & body shop and I'll soon be re-finishing my little rice wagon. I have already picked out a nice blue-blue-green metallic paint colour and a black that I like. I can't decide on a custom pattern/design though. :/ any idea/susggestions?

I work full time at an auto paint & body shop, and when I'm not working I'm most likely smoking a bowl.

Until next time, nonexistantdeviant out! /fly

What up? so yeah, I've been kinda here and kinda not here for a long time. Got a lot of things going on offline right now, some bad, but a lot of good.

buuut yeah, back to lurking.

wtf california get off your menstrual moody bitchfit bullshit and be sunny again

The weather's pissing me off. It's gotten my sinuses so fucked. :/ I wish my camera was waterproof.